this is what i'm trying to focus on today.
do you ever lose your temper and say some things that you didn't exactly mean and go back to try to make it right, but the other person isn't even at all interested in what you have to say? that they could care less and you know it? so, it seems like this never ending cycle of negativity that you don't know how to change? even if you do try and be loving and kind they just only care about themselves and no one else?
i'm having one of those days and they are always the pits. then, even the people who haven't done anything wrong are caught in the cross hairs of your bad mood. as wrong as it is, sometimes you just need to be upset. upset because you're worried that some people seem to come into this world with a stubborn and willful spirit that seems really hard to deal with and they might never change. because the world is full of people who have yet to figure out how to get along with others and it just might happen that i might be responsible for raising one of them.
and that's almost unbearable.